Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 9:16 am
i shall go out of hiatus for a short period of time. i guess my blog deserves it after being stagnant for such a long time. i need to blog cause i really have a lot of things i need to say (and i dunno where else to say it) i hope not that many people read my blog now seeing as it's been stagnant for so long.
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anw, exams were over last week, even tho it seemed like wayyy too long ago. last week was really busyy. whole day spent at sentosa on weds, thurs went shopping, friday had school invasion tour + crezawards. i guess it's too late(?!) if i blog about all these now? so i'll let the pictures speak later. but staying at sentosa until 9pm at night was pretty awesome. ;d andand crezawards. hahah congrats to xl and durgga(:
(better late than never!)
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today we did our five items like in the morning? or was it alr afternoon? anw cloupe was being super supportive and i managed to pass my sit and reach ;D felt damn touched when they were all like encouraging me. next stop: standing broad jump. O: YO was surprisingly very nice today.
okayokay, results days for the past few days. i have a few things to say-
1. thank youu to xl, mavis, anne, cynthia, michelle, sumaiya, wx, celine, gretchen and a lot of others for caring. even tho you probably thought iwas crazy and probably didn't understand and you were probably even feeling low yourself at that point of time. yeah, and i'm sorry. for being so crazy. haha. O:
2. and cheering up goes out to annabel, mavis, xl, anne, toon, wx, okay actually all those who are disappointed/sad with your results. especially if you worked very hard for them. O:
still can't figure out what got over me just now. people are just gonna think i'm crazy. including.....mrs r and mr m. great.
why don't i feel anything? shldn't i be feeling sth? i know it's a huge achievement, but why don't i feel anything? tell me why. seriously, i think there are like 100000 others who will appreciate my marks a lot more than i currently am appreciating it. i think it's cause i feel this constant need to prove myself.... (but to who?) which is stealing the satisfaction away. haha, does that make sense.
why do i work hard? for my parents? for myself? for what? maybe if i continue asking myself qns, i will get the answers.
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anww we had guides today. after school. everyday aft school nowadays seems to be spent on guides. guides. guides. in fact the past few days i haven't gone home early everyday apart from tues... shixuan's design is damn pretttty. HAHA. whoa i love the mask that she did. ;d then we were like discussing chinese chengyus and creating weird stuff haha. we managed to complete.... 3 masks!! ;d
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chinese intensive lately has been quite okay, i guess. mk is becoming nicer. but i still don't feel passion for chinese at all. it's really my most hated subject. in fact it's almost 1am but i haven't touched chinese ever since i got home (and i'm really not kidding). i guess i need to have a passion for a subject to actually study for it.
PICTURESSSS/
Crezawards:
whoa i look so short here):
Learning Journey(LJ):
btw recently i figured out how to use the different functions of my camera(:
okay i know i'm slow....
(btw this is posted at the wrong time, cause my blogger is screwed up and wouldn't allow me to post and it's set at the wrong time. so this is actually posted on 17may (saturday)
